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released February 21, 2016

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Track Name: preying mantis
i dreamed i was a racist
but of course i don't believe it
if my head was on the body of a donkey
it wouldn't have to mean i'd be it

i don't know where i'm going to
but paint my eyeballs and hold on to this shoe

i drop my brain into the snow
whoops
skin is so colorful
juicy orfices squirm inside
woman so weary
pop goes my heart at the stroke of midnight

i walked outside
and the sky was like a glass of beer
all the bubbles flew straight through the yellow air
and gathered at a white foamy sun

i took a deep swaller
under swirling clouds of muffins from space
just like mom used to make only silver

leave me alone
leave me alone

i dreamed i was christ
but of course i don't believe it
if i told you that i could fly
would you demand i let you see it?
Track Name: the arrival of time
i've got the feeling this has happened before
at the same time
it's become something
that i would never do

and it hurts to be real
and this time i'll remember the deal

and time is something
that i am watching unwind
before my very eye
always wanted time
now i've got mine

and it's lost
and it's found
and it's only there when you are around
and it's waiting to be seen
and it's shattered in the wake of a dream
and it's here
and it's me
and it's coming
and it's far away from

i've got the feeling this has happened before
i've got the feeling this has happened before
i've got the feeling this has happened before
i've got the feeling this has happened before
Track Name: the show
there never was a place where i felt i belonged
there never was a face
that i could look at for very long
i never owned a thing
that i couldn't let go

so can you tell me why i'm here
cuz i don't

(k)no(w) matter how i try
it always works out wrong
i feel like i'm singing out of tune
in someone else's song
there must be some mistake
can you tell me where to go?

i'm not sure that i can take
another minute here alone

the number of times and places grow
like the lines on people's faces show
and time erases traces of what's
behind you as you go
things keep moving out of place
like my chances to realize the dreams i've chased

and something's gotta change
before it starts to show
Track Name: train station
at the train station
everyone's got somewhere to go

something
someone
somewhere

something
someone
somewhere

and you're lost
and you've lost yourself
and you're losing
victims are people too
Track Name: have a heart
you gotta have a heart
you oughta have a heart
you gotta have a heart
before you fall apart

so now i've got a fresh new start
and i try
and i try
and i try
and i try with all my heart
but it's no use if i'm lling apart

they say you've gotta suffer for your art
and you can't have a piece
until you've done your part
and you can't cut it
if you aren't sharp
but there's a knife in your back if you haven't got a heart

falling down
appalling frowns
on their faces as they see
getting up
they don't applaud enough
and their laughter doesn't encourage me

they should've had a heart
they could've had a heart
but they didn't have a heart
and so i fell apart

so now i've got another fresh new start
how am i supposed to see
when it's so dark?

hark the herald angels bark
but you'll never find your way
if you don't listen to your heart

listen people
what i say
love is all we need
to love
Track Name: until the day
we'll meet again
don't know where
don't know when
but i'll see you again
some sunny day

the weight of the world
may show just a little bit
in the way i hang my head
and drag my feet

but i won't let go
because i know what to do for it

i've got words
in my head
that i can say
all alone in my bed
until the day
when my life once again is complete
i'll repeat

we'll meet again
don't know where
don't know when
but i'll see you again
some sunny day

don't forget
and don't try not to think of it
i'm sure it'll all be o.k.

you shouldn't cry
i shouldn't feel like i'm ready to die
when the both of us
can hear me say

we'll meet again
don't know where
don't know when
but i'll see you again
some sunny day
Track Name: waiting for you
i stood on your steps tonight
i layed in your green grass
in the blue moonlight

waiting for you
waiting for you

hoping you'd look out your window
wishing you'd open your door
looking for me and knowing i'd be

waiting for you
waiting for you

occupied mind soul and body
with a force that isn't even aware
dreams are in sleep and so
secrets have to keep

waiting for you
waiting for you

i stood on your porch tonight
i swung on your swing and i rode your bike
hoping you'd join me walking
laughing and playing all night
loving with me and knowing i'd be

waiting for you
waiting for you

soon the police came and took me away
but you came and found me the very next day

waiting for you
waiting for you
Track Name: fragile
i'm probing my mind
for the safest answer
as you're asking me the most dangerous question

and i can't afford to lose
because there's no room for another bruise

and pain is such a nasty thing

we are so fragile
we are so fragile

there's a space in my mind
where i don't let anybody in
cuz everything is breakable
and some things aren't replaceable

and oh i might let someone see
if they'd promise to treat things carefully
sometimes we play so rough

we weren't made to take that stuff

we are so fragile
we are so fragile
Track Name: i ain't got a clue
i'm always a little bit confused
i'm always a little bit confused
and the logical choice is not to choose

i don't know what day it is
and i probably don't need to
and don't expect me to remember my name
and i forget how old i am
and i don't know where i'm going

and i don't understand
so don't explain

i'm always a little bit confused
i'm always a little bit confused
and most of my brain just remains unused

i ain't got a clue
what i thought when i knew
and i don't know if i wanted to

i get wet in the rain
and i leave my zipper down
and i don't know how to tie my own shoes

and if you want me to navigate
i'm totally worthless

and most of my brain just remains unused


i'm always a little bit confused
i'm always a little bit confused
and i don't compete
so i won't lose


i ain't got a clue
what i thought when i knew
and i don't know if i wanted to

huh?
Track Name: i still feel
i wanna cry
but i won't
cuz i'm strong enough to take this pain
for the rest of my life

ohh
build me up and let me down
ohh
open up your arms and turn around
ohh
will i be lost
will i be found
ohh
ring the bell for another round

i'm just a rag doll

i keep telling myself
that these feelings are only instinctive
but i still feel them

i wanna die
but i won't
cuz i'm strong enough to take this shame
for the rest of my life

ohh
a thread breaks with every year
ohh
some stuffing's gone but i'm still here
ohh
to be unwanted is my only fear
ohh
i'm so confused
but it's so clear

i'm just a rag doll

and i keep telling myself
that the next time
it's gonna be perfect

i wanna fly away from here
but where ever i go
i'm sure that i'll still be there
Track Name: a bird in the hand
a bird in the hand
was the eagle to the man
he was flying

he'd better hang on
he thought
"i'm a lucky guy,
though i'm sure to die"

but now

flying
through the eagle's sky
over canyons that echo
the eagle's cry

it didn't take that eagle long
to right this evil wrong
he shred his fleshy hands
it was more than he could stand
and now he's just a man
at the bottom of that canyon

dieing
in his own selfish way
trying
for an end to this great day
he wondered what to say
as the eagle flew away

he said
"i was wrong,
but so long.
i still don't know what it means to fly.
a dream is just a dream, and i
thank you
i hate you
i thank you, and i'll hate you until the day i die"
Track Name: redemption
i thought redemption
lied in patience
now it seems
that that's my only crime

just one small burden remains
i just can't believe
that i've waste my time

fall on my morals
use everything that you need to get by
if you can fake it
you're good enough to make it
to hell

don't believe in yourself
you're not much better
than everyone else
and you're alone
so how good could you be?

don't believe in yourself
you're not much better
than everyone else
and you're alone
so how good could you be?

far from me
we've all been where we are
are we so far?

shut up
you're driving me crazy

i've got the puppet
so why don't you fuck it
and let me drive the car

don't believe in yourself
don't believe in yourself

i thought redemption
lied in patience
Track Name: auf dem kalten buffet
auf dem alten tuppe liegen

letzt endlich denke ich
schwein sein ist wiederlich