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sew

by claire tucker

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1.
honey 04:40
so you're not the butter that cuts the knife but you've been the blade of my worries when you sit with me on these summery steps and wait till my desperation deserts me and i get so perplexed when I realize how hard I try to be a mess I obsess, and I let myself play bird with a broken wing but honey you take the sting out of everything so I'll peel sunburned skin from my shoulder bitch about the noise from the passing cars it's sad getting older but I already know that purpose doesn't get me very far but that knowledge doesn't help to explain why I try so hard to be a mess I'm a wreck and what ruins me is my self induced suffering but honey you take the sting out of everything
2.
when you light a candle you think the flame is watching you make sure you keep following your own little rules for safety but you could just as easily be the wax that melts down gradually you can twist meaning into anything by your laws of self containment if you start to gain too much ground you can always fall down you can always rebound those sick little friends of yours will never stop taking you back when you were a coke-head you thought the world was inhaling you those circles just kept running you around till the lucky streak struck though the clarity was so confusing you had to drink that trouble maker back back to the old same lame crusade to prove that the powerless aren't afraid of death when you start to gain too much ground you can always fall down you can always rebound those sick little friends of yours will never stop wanting you back you just want to wither cuz you know you'll last forever if you're just a memory
3.
rose taffeta no one wants to wear it it's a little stiff it's a little garish pin up girl tattoo you wish you'd never gotten strangers always notice just when you've finally forgotten princess t-shirt you cry whenever you wear it so strangely painful not knowing why you're embarrassed so you line up at the bar bumping elbows with the key players you're always in the way will they ever turn around? hair pin turn you're gonna change into nothing if you figure everybody else out then you'll understand yourself so you cut off your old friends and you cut up all your clothes thought you'd learn to sew them back together now you hang out in the back and watch them in a row look down at your hands and fold up your notes hair pin turn you're gonna change into nothing
4.
I'm going to gather all the presents you've ever given me sew them into my clothes I can't stand to see a single souvenir from the times when I was wanted gold I'm going to take every chance you've ever offered me try to catch you unaware I don't care if that's not completely honest your guilt tripping's just as unfair can't we salvage anything at all? why let it go to waste? every breath's a waste of breath if you break away I'm going to gather all the presents you've ever given me I'm going to stand on the railing over the river wondering wether I'd still float I'll go out drinking and call you up at three am you won't answer your phone I'll sit and cry and look at myself in the mirror to see how much I've aged since we last spoke can't we salvage anything at all? why let it go to waste? every breathe a waste of breathe if you break away what's the worth if we're the first forever with this precise thing I wonder if we'll last any longer than random memories can't we salvage anything why let it go to waste? every breathe a waste of breathe if you break away
5.
i guess i shouldn't say anything but i will just wind up confused convicted at your feet i could never convince you of anything can set me off worrying but i won't arouse your concern these debts make me physically hurt but they don't bother you none of this will ever change because we don't try and everybody knows the pressure's off when we die i guess i'm lacking in confidence i don't think i make myself fake effusive bright bubble of fun stale and empty as anyone but let's go driving tonight and i'll look out my window at scenes moving by too fast to focus on like we're not really anywhere none of this will ever change because we don't try and everybody knows the pressure's off when we die i'm a disaster of will i've made a monstrous shape i'm on a highway to hell backed up a lane interstate none of this will ever change because we don't try and everybody knows the pressure's off when we die

about

recorded live in san antonio texas, there is no tracking, overdubbing, or editing done on these recordings. each track is a singular moment in time. often this album is compared to the music of nick drake, elliott smith, and nico, but claire tucker has a unique, and honest style all her own. claire effortlessly weaves low guitar lines, and high accent chords together with vulnerable vocal melodies and words as if she is a orchestral conductor with her back to the audience, and a watchful eye on each finger with it's own part to play. apparently no one told claire tucker she couldn't do this.
i for one, couldn't be more glad that i was able to record this moment in time.

i used two mics on her guitar, and two mics on her voice. one mic on the bridge, and one at the nut panned apart for a wide stereo image. i put one mic on her nose, and one mic at her left shoulder and asked her to turn her head to the left whenever she was going to sing loudly. amazingly, she was able to do this flawlessly on top of all her intricate guitar parts, and as a result, you can actually hear her turn her head if you listen on head phones.

i don't expect this music to ever be played on the radio, or in a bar, and i don't think i would want that to be honest. this is music to listen to alone, but that's just my opinion.

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released January 1, 2020

claire tucker-vocals and guitar
engineered, produced, and mixed by wilton

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